Contemplating

Time passes real fast...

I'm almost at the end of my summer semester...

I've not learnt much or done much for the current subject...

Maybe it's caused by my ego...its an IT class...

I go to class everyday and on the com to log in to Facebook and do some surfing...

all the way till class ends...

I feel pity for the lecturer as most or should I say everyone is doing the same...doing their own stuff...at least i saw some that still did their tutorials or listened while doing their own stuff...

The subject length is short...3 weeks....try cramping 4 months into 3 weeks...

It should have been very busy...it actually is...

four hours of class everyday...

one new lecture every day...

3 presentations and 1 assignment due next week...

it was 3 presentations but the lecturer decided to merge 2 into 1...so...we're left with 2 presentations...

OK...back to contemplating....

Its 2010 now...

I'm getting older...turning 20 this year...

Saw lots of post regarding recaps of 2009...

My 2009...was nothing of glory...I don't think I'll remember much of 2009 when I'm old....except those few memories...

The post about life...

yea...who or what do we actually live for...

The process of finding my way...my meaning to life...is still going on...without progress...that's what I feel...

Wealth...I get it...its not always about money...its how you perceive it...

but the older you get, the more you see wealth as money...until you get to the old age when you don't see money as wealth that much anymore...

Why is it so? I assume it to be burdens and obligations...the different stages of life...

You need more money as you grow...

I'm worried bout that...bout I might not be able to earn enough to support anyone...wasting all these years in sch, college, uni...

Who doesn't want to be rich?

To be able to support your current family and your future family...

To be honest, I envy westerners. Some part of it...their individualism...their perceptions...

But I do prefer the Asian way...

We're living in a fast paced world...

Busy...I'm always busy...or so it seems...I feel busy...but sometimes, I don't know what I'm busy doing...

Tired...I wanna go slow....walk at a slower pace...I've missed out a lot while I'm running...

Its been a long time since I walked slowly...I mean physically and mentally...

Lately its been driving here and there in a rush....meeting time constraints...trying to fit something into a tight time slot...

Maybe that's the cause of my laziness and not concentrating in class...hahahaha

yeap...I wanna slow down...as long as it doesn't cost me something serious...opportunity cost...its always there...

yada yada yada....lots to say but not here or now...blog is not the place...some or most of you know why...you've experienced it before...blog is a 38 zone...XD

BUSY!!!!!

I'm much much much more busy during my holidays when compared to my school days...
how come like that de...............
aih.......haven rest tiok....
tired................

School's OUT!

Finally...finished my 1st semester for degree...
it feels so damn long...
didn't do well...
this semester kinda sucks...
so many problems...
every paper i took for the exam feels like shit...
i could have done better...but nope...i wasted it...
apa hal la ni...buang masa je...harap jangan buang duit...

ok...over with that...
holidays from now on...
3 months...
sounds long eh?
i also thought so...
but not really so...
4-8 December got a camp...
need to paint and re-decorate my room and make a working space for myself...
should take about a week of labor...

Wanna find a job...
but at most can only work till 12 or 13 February 2010...
going away for the CNY....if no change of plans...
back on 19th February...
might pick up our plan to visit Sarawak from bottom to top...if possible...hop into Brunei...
this plan has been delayed numerous time due to several complications...
and that's it...holiday finish...
class starts on 1st March 2010 (if not mistaken)

Hehehe...my blog has been dead for so long...
how should i revive it?
anyone wants me to blog bout my trip to Vietnam which i promised to blog but broke that promise?
comment please...

That's all for now...
going out for the night...
kinda late to say this now but better late than never...
GOOD LUCK to all those still having exams...
SPM and STPM students...chiong for your last few papers!!!

Bye =)

List (Updated)

Midterm exams (marketing score published, din expect it to turn out like that, hope the rest are not as bad)


Driving license (expired on 10th, been driving with an expired license till my mum asked me this morning then i remembered, renewed)

Account quiz on 19th

Marketing assignment due on 21st

Micro quiz 2(*updated, date: 22nd)

Account assignment due on 30th

Micro quiz 3

QA assignment Part B (no idea)

Study Break

Finals

*Did I miss out anything?

Get back to my blog after all this?
I hope so...
thinking of giving it a face lift and do some changes, restore my old posts(blog)?
maybe..........

Till then...
see ya all...

Time

There are lots of plans on my mind recently...
ones that i could accomplish in the near future and some that are still in planning...
too many things to do...
yet i'm still procrastinating...
if i wanna get anything done...
i must stay away from my room, my com and my cam...

blog ar blog...
you so kolien...
neglected for so long...
so many posts that i promised which i did not fulfilled...
i need some time to gather my thoughts and settle my plans...
too much thing on queue?
guess so...
just want this semester to end quickly...

Busy Busy Busy

Blog is dead as usual...hahahaha...
not that my life is dull...
lots of happening...
just lazy to update...
going out very often...
school work piling up...
why?
procrastination....
lazy...
last minute...
hahahahaha...
got a few assignments on hand and haven started anything....
guilty...
but my laziness covers my guilt...
midterm is around the corner...
not even started reading through the lecture slides, what to say bout studying...
how am i going to get through this sem?
hahahahahahaha
i don't want to fail le...
i'll find a way....

went to MBO last night, watched 'The Ugly Truth' with my sis and cousin...
the 18PL is there for a reason...
hahahahaha...
bump into val, bea, shu yi and their friends...
val said to me at the end of the show: You ar! Bring your sis to watch this kind of movie! XD
the movie was quite good...
just the car park...
so frustrating...
crazy...
stuck at one spot for more than half an hour...
total time spent in the car park trying to get out = more than 1 hour...

*photo taken a while back, before MBO opened for movies...

Like that lo...
life lately...
still not seeing my passion for things...
still searching for the purpose and objective of life...
the meaning of life...
i guess everyone is doing so...
just that some had found it while some not...
life can be as easy as you think it is and can be as hard as you think it is...
everyone with their own concept and values...
the search is still on...
I envy those who found their way and passion and got the chance to pursue it...
those like us that that are lost...how?
how bout those that found their way and passion but unable to pursue it...how?
they always say...
if you can't do it this way...find another way...easier said than done...
hahahaha....life was never easy to me...a never-ending challenge...
another way...where are you?...i've been looking for you since forever...

Whee~

Yup...on liao...hehehehe...
1st September 2009...
We're together...kiki and i...=)

busy week...
presentation on last wednesday, not bad, with the help of friends...
thursday, quiz, unexpectedly easy, wasted my time studying so much, err...not that much la, read through two times only...

Watched The Final Destination at Star Cineplex on friday afternoon...
It was good but horrifying, all the blood, kinda shocked me...hahahahaha...
I dun wanna die like them...

Good news, MBO in Spring finally going to open on 09/09/09. XD
nice nice...hope their tickets are not that expensive...
i may be a regular there if their price are reasonable...
hahaha...Swinburne so near MBO...

Have another presentation next wednesday...
not done yet...or should say not yet start?...

ok la...
Thats all for now
Bye