Sunday, February 28, 2010

Sorry & Rest In Peace

Its been two days since you left……

Your last journey was yesterday……

Sorry that I did not accompany you on your last journey……

I’ve been busy making myself busy…….

Deep down inside….it’s the fear and disbelieve that prevented me from going……

I was afraid of seeing you one last time…..

I felt like crying ever since han told me the news and I couldn’t stop looking at your profile…but the feeling just never fully sunk in……until now….making myself busy did help…..going out and stuff….when I’m free like now….the feeling is hard to wave away….

Seeing and hearing ppl that you know leave us every year…..is really sad….the older you get….the more ppl you know leave you?

What’s gone is gone….

Your smile and cheerful personality will always be remembered…it is the strongest memory that I have of you…

May you rest in peace………..

To everyone out there….

Life still have to go on…he will forever live in our memories…we have to accept it and move on…wipe our tears and let our smiles represent his smiles =)

Life is fragile…please be careful out there…there are lots of ppl out there that care bout us…

Live well everyone! =)

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Hello…

Been away for quite some time…

The main reason I don’t write as much is cause of laziness and the lack of enthusiasm. Not much interesting thing to write about i guess? Or most of the stuff I’ve been thru are mostly private.

I’m writing this in my hotel room…

1.07am 14 February

1st day of CNY. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

the reason I’m writing…

its not bout my vacation…

its bout people…

Yeap…people…was so unlucky to be seated in front of a bunch of childish 30-ish people. The plane is not owned by you. We can hear you even if you lower down your voice, what to say speaking at such a loud tone. Won’t even listen to advice of lowering your voice. Everyone on the plane can hear you. ATTENTION SEEKING BASTARDS. Can’t even sit still. Keep on moving. Keep on kicking my seat. KEEP ON FLIRTING WITH THE AIR STEWADESS and the air stewardess even accepted his flirt? WTF Show some professionalism la. You’re working. =_=” WTF GUY and some other stuff which was annoying and WTF. Really WTF!

And…the perception of Sarawak in the eyes of West Malaysians. (This again? haiz…i know i know…its funny at first but it gets annoying as time goes on) in short…We are not that under-developed. Ignorance…but are they really that dumb? Part of me thinks that they just think its funny…they wanna make fun of us East Malaysians? So called One Malaysia…when they don’t even know or respect the other half of Malaysians? I believe people from Sabah and Labuan share the same fate as us.

That’s all for now…

Bye =)