I miss..............

Updates

My car was broken into yesterday...
Luckily they just break the lock instead of my window...
Dad's phone gone...
Unlucky and not careful lo...
Still having exams every week...
On and off...tiring le...
Wish that this semester could end quickly...

Wanted to climb Mount Santubong this morning but canceled last min...
Hangovers...me and kiam...

'Someone' made me realised another thing...
Mentally empty...
My recent actions, activities and living habits may have happened because of it...
Maybe not only mentally...spiritually too(not the religious type)...just the comfort type...
BLAH...
Going to set a few goals for myself...short and long term...as a guide for my life...

Sob....T_T

Just finish my account paper this morning...
Its easier than Law...i think...at least i think i did better...
Not sad over this....

I'm sad over this...

 

NO MORE CHEAP SEATS!!!....

haiz...

wait some more...
see got other promotion or not...

Tsk Tsk Tsk

Again...
I let myself down...
Throw more than 10 marks away in today's exam...
The questions were quite easy...
Some we did before...
Some we just discussed this morning...
Apala...Forgot everything when i stepped into the exam hall...
Its not like I'm nervous or what...
Like that also will forgot...
Suan liao...
Need to remind myself to give everything I have in the finals...

Dilemma

Airasia's promotion is back....
Sien le...
Jaron!!!
where you wanna go?
I've checked the price....Kuching to KL

very seducing eh....

See....Kl to Phnom Penh so cheap le...add up not even RM200 le...

or go this place, Clark (Manila) also ok...XD

Transit at KL also not that exp...

How le?...

Ya...got news for you guys...

Next year CNY no visting at my house unless you guys very late then visit...

Not in Kch again...XD

lalalala!

Zzzz

SO THE VERY TIRED!!!!
Sleepy le...
but dun feel like sleeping yet...
mao dun ar....

Insomnia

Could not sleep last night...
Reached home around 2.30...
Keep on turning around till near 7 this morning...
Suddenly stomach ache, must be caused by the combination of chivas and porridge from last night...
Currently alone at Eastmoore having my breakfast...
So lonely le...
Later so some grocery shopping...
Have lunch with Eric, Jaron and Sze...
All 4 of us going for a meeting this afternoon...
Well...can say there's no time for rest this weekend...as usual...XD

Clarification

Err...
You guys misinterpret my last post...
Its not bout whether i like my current course or not...
Those are just the superficial part of it...
I've already made up my mind on the course thingy...
The main point is how I live my life, kinda like your philosophy of life...
How you handle some things...
I'm not regretting or what...
Just...dunno how to explain it...
dunno how to really explain the main part...
since I'm not a person that can be easily understand.
Sometimes, I don't even understand myself...

Ok...done with that...
What I did this week ho?...
Not much, not really productive...
Assignments still pending...
Went to McD 3 times this week, hopefully not doing so tomorrow...
Went for interview this morning...
=_=''...kinda got scolded with Eric and Wei Kian for 2 hours...
Scary Dr. Dripin...but he's good...teaches instead of empty scolding...
Got my Marketing tutorial booklet 'vandalized' by Crystal
Its filled with names of primary school friends and some gibberish...
I shall call that page - Memories and learning to write chinese! XD

Hmmm...that should sum up my week...

Till next time...
Bye...

Why?

Why is it so hard to understand someone and to be understood?
Why is everything so complicated or so it seems.

I still believe everything happen for a reason, but
it still can't make me feel good.

Doing things which you don't really like-happens to lots of ppl and they accepted it as it is.
Is it that hard to accept?

I still don't know what I aim for in life.
I realize something recently.
I tend to think far into the future.
Like now when I'm still in school, I will think of what options should i take to finish my course, after finishing my course, work to pay off my debts(if any) and help pay for sis's education fee, save money for my life, save money for my marriage, for my kids.
WTH
All those, which is the part that I want and will enjoy doing? Which part of it will even be realized?
I wanna stop thinking and planning so far into the future but I can't seem to do so.
Planning the above things are not considered a goal for me, I don't want my goal to be just earning money and saving money, sounds so dreadful, boring, full of burden, etc(all that are not good)

I dunno what I'm talking about anymore...
...........I want a life.......

Hope

I've spoken, argued, debated, whatever you call it.

Hope things/conditions improve.